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Jerome keeps asking me whether Zach loves him, especially when he go travelling.

I always say : "Of course he loves you and he knows that you really love him". Jerome feels that Zach does not love him because Zach always look for me if I am not in his side.

Jerome has been travelling a lot last 3 months. I know that Zach has missed his daddy a lot for last 3 months. He missed swimming and playing with his daddy and even he missed his daddy's hugs and kisses. He often says 'I miss my daddy' or 'why my daddy has to go work terus'.

Last early sunday, Jerome had to go to Surabaya for 4 days. Zach was very sad. When Jerome left, he cried because he wanted to go with Jerome. He said "I want to go work with my Daddy" or "Why Daddy does not want to go with me".

Then, I read a dinosaur book to make him calm and he slept for an hour. Suddently, he woke up and cried, he was asking for his daddy. He wanted to talk to Jerome. But when he heard his daddy's voice, he even could not talk he just cried. He was very sad. Zach was crying for awhile and I brought him to go for a walk to buy ice cream. He was happy afterthat. Eventhough, he still keep asking about his Daddy.

Because of that incident, Jerome is very happy. He has had an evidence that Zach loves him as much as with me.

Jerome got home last night when we already slept. And this morning, Zach was very happy because when he woke up he found his Daddy at his side. He hugged and kissed Jerome. When I asked Zach to take a bath, he just wanted Jerome to bath him. Again, it has proved that Zach loves his Daddy so much!!

Honey, Zach loves you and never doubt it again.

Galuh, 30 June 2005 (just before lunch time)
for my husband who just found his son's love